|
SubscriptionsSites I Read
|
|
|
|
| Oh boy, Xanga!
Anyway, my ass is literally freezing as I'm typing this, and I have the feeling that it's because I'm not wearing a sweater or anything that'd warm me. -- Hmm, so I was reading through my old entries, dating as far as 2005, and in one of my first couple of blog entries I mentioned "I want to become a writer" -- WHO WAS I KIDDING? Haha, every other sentence consists of incorrect grammar and internet jargon! Blah, whatever.
The New Year's almost here! It's almost amazing at how time goes by so fast. I mean literally, when was the last time I actually stopped to "smell the flowers?" Too long I suppose. Maybe it's because I don't favor the smell of flowers as much as I used to; or maybe it's because I haven't stopped to smell the flowers that I have grown unaccustomed to the smell of flowers? What am I jabbering about? Wow, I'm lame. Anyway, yes, 2009 is almost here! Changes and new beginnings (not entirely, but you get my drift)!
Hopefully, 2009 will be another successful and rewarding year. Jeff is leaving to the Philippines tomorrow and it's going to be one of the first few New Year's that I won't be spending with him. He's not even going to be here on his birthday; PLUS! He's going to be gone for 3 weeks -- I'll make it through, eventually, I'm just going to miss him tons. He bought me a heater for Christmas so that in that way, he knows that something is keeping me warm at night (: Seriously, I love him A LOT, too much for my own good, haha. I don't know how to express it in any other way than I already have, but I know he knows, and that's all that matters. It's amazing, looking back at everything we've gone through and knowing that we've conquered all the obstacles. I know that we wouldn't have gone through it all if we hadn't placed our trust on the One who brought us together in the first place. He's my life, love, everything and I would never doubt it, because everything that we've worked on up unto this point is beautiful, and I wouldn't trade it for anything in this world -- not for riches or earthly pleasures. Although I can't say that love pays the bills, love provides shelter, and love provides food, I can say that love keeps the soul going. And that's what I've learned from my experience mentally, physically, and spiritually. I'm so grateful and appreciative of Jeff, so much that I can't even fathom, so much that I can't even find the words to tell him how thankful I am to have him. I just love him, period.
I'm going to go talk to him now (:
Savor everything until he comes back <3 | | |
| Ahh, I would love to watch Wicked! I can't though because I have so many things to pay for -- credit card bills, car payment, and now, the cell phone. I'm holding up my responsibilities though, as usual, and taking things little by little. I've moved to blogspot (lyzanicole.blogspot.com), but I'd love to update this on occasion, if not often. My room's been a mess since I've been so busy lately (e.g., school 7 AM - 3:30, physical therapy 4:30 - whenever, work from 7:30 - midnight or later, & the same shenanigans the next day) and because of the clutter, I feel like my life's slowly falling into what it is -- clutter. Funny as it may seem but I've got a thing for these dumb superstitions, I should really punish myself for this, haha! Anyway, nursing program deadlines are coming up and I do have a reasonable GPA along with all of my required (FINISHED!) pre-reqs. I'm ready! I can taste professionalism and... communicable diseases, lol. Hopefully everyone's doing well! | | |
| Wow, haven't blogged in here for awhile! Anyway, year updates, yes?
I've managed to get only but ONE C throughout the whole year. The rest have been steady A's (EVEN IN BIOLOGY!) & B's making my G.P.A. rise higher than I'd ever thought it would. I'm double majoring in Nursing and Psychology, and I'm moving out to Westwood next year since I may be transferring to the Mount. I'm currently working at Red Mango Northridge & getting paid $9 + tips, which isn't bad; and I've been banking while saving up for books at the same time. I've raised my guitar count to 6 -- two acoustic, two metal, one bass, & one lead. I've lost friends but with that I've gained even more. I've been with my mahal for 4 years now, and I only love him more each and everyday. I love the freedom and responsibility of being an adult and I'm thankful I don't screw myself over for it. Overall, I'm just thankful for how 2007 turned out to be & I can only thank the people who've made this year memorable! So a big thank you to all of you :D
New Year's Resolutions & Expectations
- Make next school year "C-free" and try as much to receive more A's than B's.
- Transfer to the Mount & move out to Westwood.
- Carry-on plans to go to Hawaii & New York with friends.
- Make Lupe Fiasco my homie when he performs at HOB on the Sunset strip.
- Get my anticipated iPhone.
- Get my new car.
- Try to finish reading "Gone With the Wind" without giving up one-twentieth of the way through.
I'll add more if needed. I guess you can call this my tentative blog. | | |
|  Dedicated to my one & only.
Comments welcome. :D
It's been awhile since I've written, but I'm thinking of using Xanga
by means of keeping my old & new written works. Hahaha.
It's currently called "Love Untitled" because I was too lazy to
think of a better name. Final decision shall be made, but if you
have any propositions, feel free to comment!
"Love Untitled" an original by Lyza Raymundo
love -- i cant promise happy endings
but i can give you happy forevers
the road we're on has the factuality
of twists and turns but who said we
wouldn't make it through?
joy, laughter, love, and tears
mixed with the superfluous rage of
dynamic emotion -- now tell me exactly
what we haven't conquered.
love -- God knows how much I love you
not even a month
a day
a week
a split-second of the time it takes for one's life to change dramatically with the substantial difficulty of overcoming fear
goes by that i don't think about you,
dream about you, or even ponder the overflowing ways exactly what i love about you.
love -- it's not infatuation but the determination of my admiration given up with elaboration to speak these words through your mental feelings too true to be spoken in word but strong enough to fill your heart with that joy, that love, that overwhelming fascination of romance that only your eyes can define which finds a way into my soul that grabs me deep to interwine that same being.
love -- it's the passion that keeps us going on this road unknowingly headed to the light of one's existance.
to love, to feel love, to be in love is all in between our affair, the affectionate attachment that is so highly shared between you, me, and God.
you've got me speakin words out of my mind that i can no longer contain because with your very essence i breathe all of you into me.
love is what we embrace.
love is what we embrace.
the most simplest matters of the world is living in us, breathing in us, spreading in us, because in this world cold of isolation and death we carry something made of truth, of loyalty, of something so fond to our likings that within the simple transformation of ourselves
WE
MAKE
IT
BEAUTIFUL.
& it's all in love baby.
love is what WE
embrace.
©2007 Lyza Raymundo
Some rights reserved. This work is licensed under a
Creative Commons Attribution-No Derivative Works 3.0 License. | | |
| Dear Xanga,
I'm sorry. I cheated on you for Blogger but I don't regret it, & I'm deeply sorry to my subscribers but you can visit me at: http://lyzanicole.blogspot.com/
Thank you,
Love always,
Alyzzah Nicole.
P.S. I never really liked your automatic double-spacing whenever I hit return. | | |
|